पुराना कुरा

HIT Hard quite at heart in this evening !
have come back to tell you all one story thing !
Wedlocked after seven years of courtship
Got the destination my deepest loveship
Not the lavished one !
Could never see parents drowned in loan !
but wished for a soulful wedding in minimal
Graced in saree red, Sindur on forehead
Happily his wife wanna be till i am dead.
was wooed for such long years !
believed everything was his and mine shares !
dreamed everyday to make her conjugation rare !
Repeatedly had i made him aware
If your family doesn’t accept ! this relation forcefully ! i don’t want to wear,
Just can’t see only your and mine happiness in our relation !
i want a lovable family with love and all admiration
Promised ! everbody yours are mine ! and mines are yours !!
In this way ! did in love we soar !
To the real shock ! on the very day of wed lock
Made his parents ! And siblings compulsory present !
Not thought even to call parents mine ones
Did everything without my consent !!
In the heart felt a slight deep crack !
intentioned, i was being already sack !!
The ceremony of Wonderful life !
She being his wife ! Yes only his wife !!
At the moment i was weak and strong !
But sensed something was going to be wrong !!
That cruel nexus of women !
brain washed him, made him their toy hand !
All set to play Iago !
Proved her in every way wrong and low !
Didn’t hear me speak, neither tears did he see !
Was million miles apart in feelings from him, me !
I was in sheer confusion !
Is he mine ? The one ?
From the gentle lad ! had turned a devil clad !
Threw his hands even his leg ! To the princess! the noble life she had !
Not a feel of guilt !
Unexposed was ! but already a culprit !!
for he had killed innocent only love seeking woman.
Dreams ! Comfort and her precious vision !
Old and helpless her parents! did not have any impact either !
Could not see them in tear! so took everything as fate of her !!
Mustering up all mine intellect and courage !
Set free! from all those traumas and rage !!
to search her self and explore !
Rise as the powerful woman to challenge lore !!
Outside, i walked alone from the hell !
To heal my self and the soul well !
A little had I moved further !!
Heard people commenting,
Look !she is a Home Breaker !!
Sarita Aryal (Butwal, Nepal )
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